The last World Cup happened to fall when we were travelling. The third picture here was us in Bali. We watched the final there. That seems like another world, another bunch of people. I have that picture up at work though so i can see the boys whenever i want. Sometimes it's pretty hard to look at, somtimes i just stare at it for ages.
The middle picture is Max in Bologna last summer when we were visiting Lou. At the memorial match in March I remember talking to O about how long he was going to stay and play for. He said, i'm staying till the end, that's what Max would have done. Its true, so we did. He was always the last. I like this picture. It's just kind of peaceful, natural, easy.
The first picture is just a bunch of little rats, still in primary school. I find it easier to look at pictures of us as young'uns. i also have this picture up in my room. It can make me smile without too much pain. Check out his tie-dye t-shirt. I'm pretty sure it was from the Salusbury School Summer Fair. That was the biggest day of the year back then. Those memories are unchanging and almost unaffected. We were never going to stay that age for ever and it's natural to evolve and move away from that time. That's why they are easier to look at. That time came and went as it was supposed to. So sometimes it's easier to remember that time and enjoy it for what it was. Easy summers, running around Queens Park, letting the grown-ups do the worrying.
Thinking of you all this summer.
All my love. Ize. xxx
(Jay, Ize, Max, O, Paul Summers)
(Back: Lou, O, Dash, Ize. Front: Hugh, Max)
4 comments:
Beautiful Ize
Max loved it, in Newcastle as soon as the weather was good he'd be down Jesmond Dene with a footy and a book (which he wouldn't read!), then he'd complain to me "Oh Ku I just cant sit inside and revise when the weathers like this, I love being down the park!!"
And I know what you mean about being the last one. I remember going down to Soccer World and me and him staying for ages after we'd finished standing at either end of the pitch trying to lob each other - guess who was more successful?!
Izy boy,
I also prefer to remember those days. The summer is tough and a shadow of past days. i cant wait to see you. strength and honor.
All our thoughts are in the same place, even though we are not.
Lucy Jane wrote that to me in an email. It means a lot to me because like you Ize, I am far away from Queen's Park, and like many of Max's friends who are in different areas. I think the place where our thoughts are is called Max.
love rose
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